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Post by Schuyler Price on Apr 10, 2011 16:20:36 GMT -5
hey there. my name is schuyler ann price. please call me skye. there are some things you should really know about me. i tend to be kind of shy at times. i'm a very great athlete (with my favorite sports being gymnastics and equestrian, as well as cross country, track and swimming). i love music and dancing and everything about it. i love any type of art. i love every kind of animal. i'm a pretty good student.
i love nature. plain and simple. one of my favorite things to do in my free time is to take my horse (rook) out for a ride. (god i miss him!) we like to explore through the forests and the rivers. we haven't tried climbing any mountainous areas, but i think we'll save that for a long while off. i'd much rather be outside than cooped up indoors. because of this, if you ever come over to my house, my mother would probably tell you that i'm out in the stables or i'm playing some sort of sport with my father and siblings.
i don't really care too much for material possessions. i don't like tv, but i will watch the occasional movie or two. but i don't make a habit of it. i do like some smaller types of technology. i do have and ipod and a laptop, but i don't use the laptop every second of the day. there are times where i will keep my ipod on all day if i'm feeling very into my music. though, i'd much rather keep the radio on all day than headphones stuffed in my ears. the only real thing i use my laptop for is to keep in contact with my old friends, do homework and mix up some of my own music. otherwise, i swear of just about all technology. i don't even care for electric toothbrushes. now that's saying something.
because i am shy sometimes, i do tend to have problems conversing with people. it's not that i don't know what to say or i don't know what they are talking about, it's mostly the fact that i'm nervous around people. being home-schooled means that you don't have too much interaction with people your own age. because of that, i just feel too nervous to speak most of the time. it's not that i don't like you or i don't want to be your friend, it's just that i haven't really had any of those kinds of interactions with people outside of my family.
i do have a few different downfalls though. once you do crack open my shell, i tend to be a little too trusting. i get hurt easily, and then start to feel hopeless and reclusive. awesome i know. i also have a short temper every once in a while. i mean...it's not too often that i get angry, if at all, but it's when i am angry that counts for something. i tend to say things that i don't mean and can end up ruining a relationship in barely any time at all. which is kind of why i'm shy too. i'm afraid of ruining any friendships that i might make in the future.
i'm afraid of having friends because i'm afraid of ruining friendships. the only real friends i've had are my siblings, and i'm not even sure i can count them as true friends. they tend to tell on me a lot. i'm not against friendships, i just tend to be paranoid about things i say. i tend to ask myself if i really should have said that or why am i being so dumb? yeah. self esteem issues when it comes to friends. maybe you guys could help me?
l-l-love is not something i've really ever thought about. i've always been so wrapped up in my school work and taking care of rook that i've never had the time. now that i'm asked this question. . .i honestly don't know. if he is willing to put up with my shy attitude and my habit of being rather blunt about things, then i guess it couldn't hurt. i'm not so sure what i'm looking for just yet. . .i guess there's that fear of ruining a relationship that's still lurking in the shadows.
enemies? just the thought makes me want to hide. i'm not an enemy-type person. i really couldn't see myself having any, but the world surprises everyone at some point. the only way i could see myself making an enemy is if i accidentally got angry and said things that i shouldn't. it's rare, but it could happen. . . maybe if you were abusing an animal or something.
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